Day21

Inpatient Eating Disorder Treatment

Day 21 schedule:

1:20am- woke up, went back to bed

3:50am- woke up, went back to seep

4:45am- woke up,Stretch

7:50am- Vital signs, labs, weight

8:30am- Breakfast

9:00am- 1 hallway walk, blog, stretch

10:30am- Snack 1

10:50am- 1 hallway walk

11:45am- Free time, stretch

12:30pm- Lunch

Do not remember since I had bad day. They took my personal time and everything.

With doctor (Shack) :

Heart rate is still low

she took my personal time

With IB doctor:

Ask if I can have different laxative instead of lactulose.

With Bobby (psychologist) :

She took my 30 min personal time.

So mad

With Michelle (Dietitian) :

Nothing

Thoughts:

I want my schedule to be busy, so I like week days. I'm having Cathleen as my nurse assistance today. I do not mind her, but I'd rather had Kumbi as my assistance...

The Doctor, and everyone on this team took my personal time from me.

Now I have 24 hours assistance nurse and even when I sleep, I have someone watching me. 24 hours. I'm so mad and feeling uncomfortable. I do not have life.

I told the doctor that i'm leaving andI have called residential so waiting for their reply wether or not they can take me with my current health condition.

I just feel like shit

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