Inpatient Eating Disorder treatment
Day 10 schedule :
2:00am- woke up, but went to sleep
5:00am- Woke up
5:45am- Stretch
7:45am- Labs, Vital signs
8:30am- X-ray
8:50am- Breakfast
9:15am- Free time, 2 laps hallway walk, Doctor visit
10:30am- Snack 1
11:30am- Freetime, stretch
12:30pm- Lunch
1:15pm- Free time, IB doctor visit
2:30pm- Snack 2
3:30pm- Free time
5:20pm- shower
5:30pm- Dinner
6:30pm- My friend visited me!
8:30pm- Snack 3
9:30pm- Free time
10:30pm- Went to bed
With Psychologist:
She suggested me to go residential treatment. But I told her I am not going to residential.
I have told her that I would rather do part time.
She told me to call that place where my mom found. Ask them if they have individual treatment.
With Doctor:
She is suggesting me to go to residential.
IB doctor:
My constipation is bad so I have taking Miralax plus laxative. She told me she looked the X ray and will come out soon since it is moving.
Thoughts:
I have two feelings. One is I want to gain weight and be good physically and mentally. (want to have big butt and big boobs) but one side, I am afraid to eat unhealthy, or carbs. The portion getting larger and larger. Dietitian told me there are no unhealthy food in this world, but I do not belie that. There are unhealthy food and healthy food. I think.
I do not know when I am getting discharge. I want to get out of here. I crave for binge eating since this treatment is so strict
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