Day 7

Eating disorder Inpatient Treatment

Day 7 Schedule:

3:00am- wake up

4:00am- couldn't go back to sleep

5:00am- Stretch

7:30am- Vital signs, labs, weight

9:00am- Breakfast

9:30am- Free time- writing/editing blogs

10:30am- Snack 1

11:00am- Session with Doctor, and Psychologist

12:45pm- Lunch

1:30pm- Session with Dietitian

2:30am- Lunch and Session with IG (Doctor)

3:45pm- Free time, stretch

5:15pm- Shower

5:30pm- Dinner

7:00pm- Free time, Stretch

8:30pm- Snack 3

8:45pm- Free time, Edit/writing blog,

Food:

Doctor told me I should not keep my foods in track so I stopped.

Doctor:

She told me not to keep the foods in track.

Psychologist:

I have told about my family. I feel like I have told everything, also every feelings that I have.

She suggested me to sleep without TV on. I was able to fall a sleep with jazz music last night, but woke up at 3am and could not go back to sleep.

I have told her that I do not want to go to residential treatment. I want to go to part time treatment.

Dietician:

I wrote and give a paper of my dislikes and likes. She told me the dinner for Friday night was planned dinner. I feel less guilty, but still guilty.

She have asked me to write my fear food and dislikes.

My fear food is every food since I did not want to put anything in my body and when I eat, I bing and perge so that food will not be in my body. So I guess every food.

Thoughts:

1 week have passed since I got in to the hospital. I really want to workout, go outside, and have normal life. I need privacy, stuff that I want to use. of course food too. I just want to cook by my self that I do not have to eat whatever I do not want to eat.

I hate been in hospital and want to get discharge as soon as possible if I can.

I have to tell Michelle that I am afraid of every food that I eat right now and I am actually eating what I'm am afraid of.

I feel I am gaining weight. I am so stressed out. I do not want to gain weight.

So scared. So stressful. Want to get out from here. I want to eat, but I'm gaining weight so I do not want to eat.

Why I care so much? Today, I feel guilty eating food. I do not know why, but i feel like I gained a lot of weight. I 'm hoping that it is just water.

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