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Day 22

  • Writer: Mari Udagawa
    Mari Udagawa
  • Apr 17, 2019
  • 2 min read

Inpatient Eating Disorder Treatment


Day 22 Schedule:

1:20am- woke up, went back to sleep

3:00am- woke up, went back to sleep

5:00am- woke up, went back to sleep

7:00am- woke up, went back to sleep

7:30am- woke up, vital signs, weight

8:30am- Breakfast

9:00am- IB x-ray

9:10am- 1 hallway walk, blog, Stretch

10:30am- Snack 1

11:00am- 1 hallway walk, Stretch

12:30pm- Lunch

1:00pm- Free time, study, 1 hallway walk

2:30pm- Snack 2

3:00pm- Went to tanning (wheel chair)

4:30pm- Studying

5:00pm- Shower

5:30pm- Dinner

6:00pm- Study

8:30pm- Snack 3

9:00pm- Started puzzle, 2 hallway walk, study

11:00pm- Went to sleep









With Dr Shack:

My heart rate is in high 40! Improved!

Also she have called the residential in Hawaii.






With IB doctor:

My constipation is not getting better and getting worse since I'm eating more calories. (by the X yay)

She have increased lactulose and decreased Miralax.










With Bobby ( phycologist ):

I told her that I feel safe to be here because I'm allow to eat, and gain weight.

Also I realized I have never loved my self rather criticize my self.

I always thought I could do better. Wanted tone perfect.

We went over the eating disorder book.









Thoughts:

I feel like shit. No privacy and freedom. I can even walk. I have alarm that rings when I get from the bed, everyday monitoring. Everyday someone accusing me, hiding food, excreting,moving around etc..

So tired from everything.



But at the same time, I feel safe.

The reason that I did not leave today is I feel safe. I hate here and I want to get out as soon as possible, but I do not why I did not.


I was mad at Nancy since she told me to eat fat, but she is the one that I do not have to eat fat.

The fat that I left was actually turkey's fat, but she did not believe so I was really mad at her.



At night, I learned (still laerning) about self love. I have never loved my self.


I started to do puzzles and acutely takes time and kills time.




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About Me
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Hello! My name is Mari Udagawa and I am from Japan, 22 years old living/university student  in LA! I left my home country when I was 14 years old, went to LA and  moved to Croatia for 2 years and went back to LA!

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My life style, fitness, gym, weights, running, organic  beauty products, organic foods, superfoods etc,,,,,

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I have traveled a lot of countries since I was playing tennis competitively until I was 20 years old! 

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I also competed Miss Universe Japan!!!! Always have interests for modeling/social media.

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I am experiencing eating disorder, which is combination of bulimia nervoua, anorexia nervosa and binge eating disorder. I am currently getting eating disorder treatments in LA. I would like to share what I am experiencing here, and help other people that have same problems.

 

My final goal is to have a facility for eating disorder in Japan since in Japan we do not have strong inpatient treatments services. I also want to share what I use for beauties and organic cosmetics, organic foods and would like to ship to Japan :)

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