Inpatient Eating Disorder Treatment
Day 22 Schedule:
1:20am- woke up, went back to sleep
3:00am- woke up, went back to sleep
5:00am- woke up, went back to sleep
7:00am- woke up, went back to sleep
7:30am- woke up, vital signs, weight
8:30am- Breakfast
9:00am- IB x-ray
9:10am- 1 hallway walk, blog, Stretch
10:30am- Snack 1
11:00am- 1 hallway walk, Stretch
12:30pm- Lunch
1:00pm- Free time, study, 1 hallway walk
2:30pm- Snack 2
3:00pm- Went to tanning (wheel chair)
4:30pm- Studying
5:00pm- Shower
5:30pm- Dinner
6:00pm- Study
8:30pm- Snack 3
9:00pm- Started puzzle, 2 hallway walk, study
11:00pm- Went to sleep
With Dr Shack:
My heart rate is in high 40! Improved!
Also she have called the residential in Hawaii.
With IB doctor:
My constipation is not getting better and getting worse since I'm eating more calories. (by the X yay)
She have increased lactulose and decreased Miralax.
With Bobby ( phycologist ):
I told her that I feel safe to be here because I'm allow to eat, and gain weight.
Also I realized I have never loved my self rather criticize my self.
I always thought I could do better. Wanted tone perfect.
We went over the eating disorder book.
Thoughts:
I feel like shit. No privacy and freedom. I can even walk. I have alarm that rings when I get from the bed, everyday monitoring. Everyday someone accusing me, hiding food, excreting,moving around etc..
So tired from everything.
But at the same time, I feel safe.
The reason that I did not leave today is I feel safe. I hate here and I want to get out as soon as possible, but I do not why I did not.
I was mad at Nancy since she told me to eat fat, but she is the one that I do not have to eat fat.
The fat that I left was actually turkey's fat, but she did not believe so I was really mad at her.
At night, I learned (still laerning) about self love. I have never loved my self.
I started to do puzzles and acutely takes time and kills time.
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