Day 18

Inpatient Eating Disorder Treatment

Day 18 schedule:

1:20am- woke up, went back to sleep

4:30am- woke up. stretch

7:45am- vital signs, weight,

8:35am- Breakfast

9:00am- Free time, 1 hallway lap, friend visited! yay:)

10:50am- Snack 1

11:10am- Free time, study, 1 hallway walk

11:50am- Stretch

12:40pm- Lunch

1:15pm- Free time

2:30pm- Snack 2

3:40pm- Stretch

4:50pm- Shower

5:10pm- Stretch

5:40pm- Dinner

6:00pm- 1 hallway walk, blog,study

8:00pm- Stretch

8:40pm- Snack 2

9:00pm- Free time, study, blog

10:00pm- Went to sleep

With Doctor:

She will not let me close the door when I'm going bed or sleep.

She does not know when I will get discharge.

So stressful.

I still have elevated liver enzyme and low heart rate.

With Dietitian:

I told her that I was so scared, feeling guilty, and anxious when I had boost (calorie drink) for lunch. I could not eat chips and I used boost, but seemed a lot since I use boost for chips every time. I had to drink the boost, but feeling guilty and anxious after drinking. I cried, did not know what to do.

I eat large amount of food, but not gaining. I still have elevated liver enzyme. I'm eating everything, but not gaining and also my heart rate is low.

Thought:

Ted visited me and gave me flowers. I love them. Really happy :)

But, I cannot close my door even when I'm going to bed or sleeping. This is so stressful. I cannot sleep.

I had boost ( calorie drink) for tolltilla chips, and Nurse gave me different amount of boost. ( I'm not sure, but I always boost chips and seemed more) I had to drink it so I did, but I felt guilty, scared, and anxious. I cried. I was so scared.

Why am I not getting better?

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